I’m Sorry
I can’t do this anymore, Jules. I hurt you a lot, and I’m really sorry about that. I know I can’t take any of it back, but I’ve been a real jerk. I don’t deserve your sympathy or even your forgiveness. You’ll be happiest if you just forget me and move on with your life. These people will help you get back to Verona – you should go. Live your life. Find someone who will make you happy. Stay away from us stupid Montagues who only cause people misery.
As for me, I can’t go back. I’ve changed too much, and that world isn’t for me anymore. I want to stay with Vanessa. No one else has to get hurt by my stupidity.
I really am sorry.
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October 23, 2012 Tuesday at 7:03 pm
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What will you do here, how will you make a living? You can’t just live off your dorm mates for the rest of your life, can you? I hope you’re thinking this through, man
Thanks for worrying bro, but I got this.
Thanks man. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better. Sounds like things are getting back under control again. I’m glad to hear it.
However, sorry to sound like a broken record, but I got bad news. We are very close to confirming the theory that your presence is damaging reality. If we get conclusive evidence, staying here isn’t gonna be an option. I’ll say again, though, that that does not mean you need to go home.
If it happens, the optimum solution is to create a copy of this place for you where your nature is more at home. If we can do that, you will be able to remain in a free, modern world with no real differences from this one. However, there is something I cannot do, and that is bring Vanessa with you. To bring someone from this world to a world where your existence is stable will probably cause the same thing, except in reverse. If that is true, the best we could hope to do is to “copy” Vanessa along with you surroundings. Unfortunately, the consciousness of the Vanessa you know now would not directly transfer. It would be the same person, but Vanessa would also be in this world, while the second, identical Vanessa would be with you. In the end, it would be up to you and her to decide whether to take that path or not.
I’ll try to figure out a way to run experiments to see if it’s possible to directly transfer at least someones consciousness from this world into one on the first tier of universes. I don’t think it’s possible to even begin to test such a thing without huge risks, however.
You guys are all still saying different things. Are you as sure about sending me somewhere other than Verona as you are about this reality damage stuff?
If you are asking whether we can send you back to somewhere else, then yes we are most definitely sure. We have gotten confirmation that, once we make the breakthrough needed to transport you out of this world it won’t matter where we put you. Everything will work the same.
As to whether we will, we are and have been for a long time fully prepared to stand up to even the one leading us if he stands in the way. Once the time comes for you to return we will do literally everything in our power to keep you away from Verona, except if you decide for some reason that you wish to return there.
Hey, Romeo
I have to say– you make me proud. It can’t have been easy to make this post, and reading it, I feel impressed. Proud to call you my friend.
Don’t be so hard on yourself; everyone does stupid things sometimes, and I can think of at LEAST one girl who doesn’t think Montagues only cause misery.
I hope Vanessa knows what a lucky girl she is to have you.
I don’t know if Juliet’s seen this, yet, and she definitely should– do you mind if I send her the link? It will be nice for you guys to be friends again.
Best wishes,
Qara-Xuan
You know there is a group of like minded individuals. They also want to stay here. They are known as the Cabal. Seek them out if you wish.
We’re proud of you. You did the right thing. I hope you and Jules can be friends again someday
Please show Vanessa the same tact and honesty. Trust me, you’d be surprised how much simple, good old fashioned miscommunication gets people in trouble. (Actually, where you came from, you kinda knew that first hand v.v)
As for saying here… we’re working on things.
Dear Romeo,
Please ignore Lordxana0′s comment.
What he didn’t mention is that this Cabal is composed of some extremely dangerous criminals, who not only want to stay here, but want to force EVERYONE to stay here. You and I both agree that that’s totally unfair to Juliet, as well as all the other fictionals who desperately want to get back.
As others have said, we’re working on a way for those of you who WANT to to stay; please don’t throw in with the Cabal. Not to mention that they’re unlikely to care one whit about YOUR safety, so long as their advancing their own ends.
I know you’ll do the right thing; you’re a good friend.
All the best,
Qara-Xuan
This is a very good thing. It brings a lot of joy to my heart. I only hope Juliet can see this. Did you make sure that she’s no longer blocked? That could be important.
Now, about you staying here. We’ve said it time and time again, that’s not possible. I know you might find it hard to believe, or you simply do not want to believe, but there’s a lot of complicated quantum mechanics at work here. We’re trying to work on a plan that will please every one, and we’re getting close, closer now than ever.
And about the Cabal. They are terrorists. They are dangerous. I know you’re smart enough to know that these are not the types of people you should be associating yourselves with. They are an extremist group that believes they are fictional characters brought to life, if you can believe that. They, and others, may even try to convince you that you are fictional. But we both know how absurd that sounds.
Romeo my fellow posters here seem to have an impression that the people I have mentioned in my last post are bad people. But they aren’t, they are just a group of people who don’t want to be forced to move to a place that they don’t like. They are like you, yes sometimes there methods can be extreme but that is only because their are others who would seem them moves to places they don’t want to go. I am not saying join them right out. I am saying thing about it. Find them here. http://pheeble.twwf.info/?intro1 to look through their other posts simply change the number 1 at the end to any number between 2-6
Great job Bromeo! You’re growing up a little.
Dear Romeo,
I realize I came on a little strong before about the Cabal. Lordxana0′s probably right; just because they don’t want the same things as I are doesn’t mean they’re evil– and, ultimately, you should be doing what’s best for you. And as your friend, I’ll support you in whatever that is, even if it’s not the same as what’s best for me.
tl;dr: I’m on your side no matter what, and it’s up to you on this– if you think they’re the people for you, then go for it.
Best,
Qara-Xuan
…I think you guys totally lost me on this one. You don’t want me stay because that’ll break things, but I should seek out this group that seems to want the opposite thing and may or may not be criminals? I’m still a bit woozy from medication – help me out here.
Sorry for the mixed messages, bro.
Basically, like we’ve said, we’re worried that if you stay, it might break reality. That would be bad.
If we can send you to somewhere that’s neither here nor Verona, and IF you’d be happy with that– that would be good.
But… if you wouldn’t be happy with that, then it’s not fair for us to force you. It’s probably not in OUR best interests for you to seek out this Cabal, but it might be in YOURS. They’ve stated numerous times that they want to stay, and to help other people like you stay.
So if you decide that they ARE in your best interest– who are we to stop you?
I hope that makes it clearer.
Good luck either way,
Qara-Xuan